SO UNFAIR!!
I guess it is just not my week.. Absolutely not my week!! I was not going to write anything today but feeling so bad now that just feel the need to write it down. Just came back home from my doctor who again prescribed a lot of things which will never help because i will never do them. And the first one which i should do was TAKE VACATION. God knows how much i want it and how much i need this but life is unfair, i can not do it right now with the deadline approaching so fast..
But the most disappointing thing is that i can not talk to the only one person to whom i want to talk and to whom i need to talk... need desperately as it seems the only thing which will be able to give me some powers to continue... That is so unfair that i can not talk to him. Life is unfair ... 2 days in a row i miss him by few minutes only, yesterday online and today on a call.. i guess i should have called by myself then but my balance doesnt let me make international calls at the moment... That is so disappointing. And i was so much angry with myself that i didnt manage to talk to him. I mean it is not my fault and i know this as it was not possible to reply at that moment but then again that is the only thing that matters to meat the moment and i screwed up so terribly!! And can not do anything right now and talking and talking and talking about it... not that it makes me feel better but makes me realize how much unlucky these days i am...
And it is not that the person i need is not there when i most need him, it is that i myself missed the opportunity to talk to him and it makes so much sad...
Anyways that was kind of a stupid entry so i better stop, before i make it even more stupid!!!
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Oh Sweetie,"this too shall pass".God Bless You with every happiness.Take care.Love ya!Muah
p.s.It is NOT stupid!!!
i know, Sami, i know.. :)
PS I know it too!! ;)
'But the most disappointing thing is that i can not talk to the only one person to whom i want to talk and to whom i need to talk... need desperately as it seems the only thing which will be able to give me some powers to continue... That is so unfair that i can not talk to him'
i can relate to this... life is indeed unfair at times :(
You're right. When feeling down, it's good to take a vacation..
Well, hope that you'll be alright then...
thank for dropping by and nice to meet you.. ;D
@ curryegg:
i also hope to be alright soon, at least i am trying to make out the best of whatever i have now :)
and thanks for dropping by too :)
You are welcome anytime!! :)
it is indeed unfair at times, raaji, but there is always a rainbow after the rain :)
and even if sometimes the ones we need so much are not there at the right moment it does not mean they dont think about us at this very moment... :)
hmmm it is not a stupid entry at all...sometimes we just need to vent our feelings, and what better place to do this then in our blogs? especially when there r nice blogfriends to listen and give their comfort! :) don't worry dear...u r probably feeling better already. :)
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