Heartprints

Some relationships can’t be defined because no definition will ever be enough for describing feelings and emotions these relationships bring into our lives. We might call it love or friendship but sometimes they are just so special that we are not able to find words.
Correct words.
Right words.
True words which would be able to justify what we feel.

Here I am trying to find these words for people I love a lot. The ones that mean a world to me, the second biggest one after my family. The ones I am honored to call FRIENDS.

I never accepted the concept of having many friends, just because I believe in only friendship when you can completely rely on a person and trust them, when you know that when things go wrong your friends will be there for you... even before you ask them.
And I was blessed with such people and I am proud to call them friends.

Sometimes in life, you come across someone who changes your life just by being part of it.

Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop.
Someone who makes you believe that things will be good in the end.
Someone who can understand all your troubles by just looking in your eyes.
Someone who can soothe your fears with a simple hug.
Someone who is there when you're down and the world seems dark and empty.

And no matter how many times you fight with them, and how much bad stuff happened between you. When you need them, they are there. Any time, any place, anywhere.

Just because they are FRIENDS.

And if you need to talk, they’ll listen.
If you feel lost, they’ll guide you.
If you’re feeling afraid, they’ll comfort you.
If you need to lean awhile, they’ll be just a hug away.
If you’re feeling unsure, they’ll be your strength and confidence.

And this strength I get from my friends got its realization in this PROMISE:

Through all the ups and downs,
From my smiles to my frowns

Here and now I promise
No matter what happens

I will always be there
Standing by YOU.

And I hope you know
This is true.

And in times of Happiness
You make me feel blessed.

And in time of Grief
I will give you Belief.

I’ll be there for you
When you are in need.

I will lend you a hand
So you don’t have to stand

Alone in the world
When you go out of curl.

Because we will go through
And I know we can do

As you are my friend,
Strong and brave till no end.

And here I promise
That no matter what happens
I’ll be there for you,

Any time
Any place
Anywhere.

Now,
Forever,
And always.

Dedicated to all my friends

"When it hurts to look back, and you're afraid to look ahead, you can look beside you and I always will be there and maybe I can't stop the downpour, but I will always, always join you for a walk in the rain."

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have a greatttttt day everyone!!

I know i didnt keep my promise, but i am so much caught up with work these days that i know i will be forgiven. After all i am writing now :)
Now some update about life. It goes on, and it goes on much more quickly that it is expected. Already october, so much to do, so little time. Trying hard to manage, am successful till now but it is painful in a way that i hardly get time for myself not to mention someone else.
Weekends are often just a lie down, when i cant do anything but sleeping, eating and watching movies. sometimes it feels like wasting time but it is more like filling myself with some energy.
Work is going good but hectic, too many expectations... my boss wants me to do the impossible and i am so much afraid i really will not manage, that would be horrible.
Now something more positive!! No matter what life brings there is a need always to keep smiling which will make your day and the day of people around you brighter!! :) And again i wonder why blogger has no smilies ... grrrrrrrrrrrrrr... not that i am angry but it is really disappointing!!
i know i am talking crap now but who cares - after all thats a free world of blogging and i just want to say what i want. Especially want to make people believe that i am still alive :)
BELIEVE ME!!! I AM!! and i will be back very soon :)

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Promise

Just a promise to everyone who still keeps on coming to this page and finds nothing but the entry from 22nd august!!!
I will update!!... promise.... i will do it tomorrow :)

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No work!!!

Thats soooooo much weird to sit in the office and have no work... NO WORK at all... Absolutely NOOOOO work!!! And no Boss - feels really astonishing, and i have no idea what to do, i even dont feel like chatting to anyone except few people who OF COURSE (why dont i wonder :P ) are NOT online!!

The good thing about boss being not here around is that i can go out and buy food in the supermarket. The bad thing about it is that i am eating all the time .. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

Anyways thought about writing something here and into my russian blog as well .. because if i update here (not frequently, I admit!) but there i dont update at all :D And do you know why?? - you will never know!!! - it is because i find it tough writing in Russian :( .. it gives me so much troubles nowadays! But i struggle hard and seem to win in the unfair fight with my native language - no way i will forget how to use it :D

And i also dont know what to write - so i will go and promise to come back in a while.. Most probably my thought process will be more active at that time ;)

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