happiness

So here i am again - happy as ever :)

And found out people keep visiting the blog even if this lazy silly girl isnt about to update ... HUH!! i know i have been lazy lately but have had tough time, now getting back to normal life!
Of course if you can call deadlines "NORMAL LIFE" :P But happily enough managed to meet all the deadlines i had to and can go on leave for 5 (!) - yes, really - 5!!! weeks!! Amazing, right? ;)
hope i get time to update blog more frequently, but for the first time in my last 3 years (thats for how long i used blogging) i dont want to share anything bad, though i have had a lot lately.. May be i am just growing up... FINALLY!! :P may be i learned to deal with it on my own .. or may be (and most probably) i finally have people arouund me who really care and show support not with only words but with their actions too :)

Life is an awesome thing, you never can know what would be better for you... sometimes when something bad happens you think it is the end of the world, and you won't survive but during the time it turns out that this bad event was only the engine for making better things happen... you cant see the light without shadows..it is all up to how you react to these shadows :) whether you let them suck you or whether you keep ignoring them smiling and making people around you happy, because they know that you are able to deal with whatever comes your way ...
We are as happy as we made our minds up to be... if you want to be happy you better be it... as it is not the question of coincidence or destiny.. HAPPINESS is the question of CHOICE.. once again i realised it and once again i am happy.

Happiness is just around the corner, but dont look around someone else's corner..... yours is the closest one... keep it close to yourself, feel good, feel happy!! :)