Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts

Sunday, August 09, 2009

As we grow up things change

As we grow up things change. Life was so much easier back then when scrapes from the bike ride were the worst pain, the worst fight you had was about who would have remote control. Life was so much easier when goodbyes meant “I’ll see you tomorrow” and when no one was afraid to say “I love you”.

As we grow up things change. Or maybe we do. Fading away, drifting with the flow, losing ourselves. Forgetting childhood dreams and old promises. Getting lost in the whirlpool of fake priorities and artificial emotions. We do things because we are supposed to do them. Because someone said so. Because everyone does this. We forget who we are and what we want. We are too scared to follow our own dreams.


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Tuesday, May 05, 2009

I've Grown Up

When you grow up, you stop dreaming... the child inside you turns into someone you dont know and even not sure if you want to know...

And as the child disappears giving place to another you, your dreams disappear with that cheerful bubbly happy kid...
Some people never let that child go and keep their dreams safe for the rest of their lives...
Some give up on their dreams and grow up accepting the reality.

Don't tell me giving up is easier. For me that's the toughest thing you can ever do. To leave something you love. To let go of the part of you. To accept that some things weren't meant to be.

To grow up.

It does not mean you don't have dreams anymore. It only means you dream on a safer side.
I am a dreamer... But I have grown up. I could say that sucks, but I will say life goes on.

On a brighter note... maybe I haven't grown up.. maybe my child just fell asleep.




PS: I am here and I am fine. Will be back to blogging and bloghopping once I am done with my issues :) Till then, hope things will go great for everyone!

PPS: Tuesday Love Ramblings are on break... till the kid in me wakes up again :)

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Sunday, July 13, 2008

Do You Have a Life You wanted?

I have been out for a business trip for over a week and am going to write about it but not today. Today i just felt this urgent need to update my blog just with anything but feel too lazy to write something new :D
Hence this is a repost.


It's amazing but when you're a kid you see the life you want and it never crosses your mind that it isn't gonna turn out that way.

As children we see our future just perfectly and clearly and know exactly what we will do, how we will do this, why we will do and with whom we would like to do this. And even if we realize that it would be difficult (mostly we sure dont realize it or rather don't think that we have to THINK about it) we still truly believe nothing is impossible.

And even when we grow up the thought of this "Nothing is impossible" is stuck inside our heads and we keep repeating it for some motivational purposes even when people with most positive attitude know it is not like that :)

But somehow the thought of this "everything is possible" is very close to our minds and hearts. I am the one who believes "Nothing is impossible", maybe because i have more of a child in me still than necessary, maybe because i still believe that life can turn out the way i have seen it in my childhood (can i say foreseen???)

But back to the original thought.. how many of us remember our childhood dreams and pictures of "adult" life? And how many can say that what they have dreamt 20 years ago has come true or that they still want it to come true??

Thats so simple for children, for us as children: you just KNOW that one day it happens, but then when it DOES NOT happen, you aren't disappointed as you are not a child anymore and you realize that expectations tend to fail.

The main idea is - do we have the life we wanted as children and if the answer is 'NO' .... then are we disappointed about it??? And would we have been disappointed then 20 years back if we knew we would never have life we want?

Of course we want different things from life at every stage of our presence here - and that's silly to suppose that life we wanted as children is the same as life we want as adults... but if we drop some details and concentrate on the big picture only.. considering how wise children are - isn't it the best we want for ourselves and which rarely comes true because while growing up we lose something important, something we hardly will be able to find, that part of our soul that just KNOWS "Nothing is impossible" :)

Just a thought...

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

In my my life I've learned so much
Just to look and not to touch
Smile now to hide the pain
Pretend there's sunshine when there's rain
Mind the time you spend with friends
Because all new beginnings have their ends
In my life I've learned a lot
Not everything is worthy of being fought
The end of a rainbow doesn't mean a pot of gold
Always let someone warm you when you're cold
Always remember life is a gift
When you're walking alone a friend will give you a lift.
In my life I've learned a bit
You'll never get a point if you don't take the hit
That sometimes it's okay to be alone
But to know there's always comfort back at home
Dreams shouldn't die as we grow wise
The truth is always found in another's eyes
In my life I haven't learned as much as I thought
But I'm proud because I 've learned what nobody's taught.

**found in net, author unknown

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Friday, August 10, 2007

A wish

Finally a story, written by me and not by someone else :)

A Wish

Very carefully, trying not to wake up the grandmother napping beside her bed Ann stood up, and came to the window. It was very late in night… she and grandma were reading an amazing magical story about not less amazing Cinderella.. and then they both fell asleep. Ann smiled when she remembered the discussion they had about who is the most wonderful hero of the story. The grandmother insisted it was Cinderella itself but Ann argued, how could it be possible - of course Cinderella was beautiful in her wonderful dress and new shoes but can it be compared to the magical fairy, the one who can make your wishes come true, the one who can light up your life by fulfilling the deepest and innermost desires of your heart.
Ann smiled. Her smile, the smile of innocent child, pure and beautiful, was like the smile of an angel, enlightening everything around, making believe that miracles happen.
Miracle… that was what Ann longed for, what she needed most of all. She looked out of the window. It was late October night, starlit night, dark sky was so close to Ann that the thought about taking one star from it and making a wish struck her mind .. Was it possible? Ann looked attentively if there was any star falling; she used to wish on stars though her wishes never came true. But today was a special night, the night to her seventh birthday, so may be she will be a bit luckier and her wish will be granted this time, but no, nothing like that. Stars stayed on their places smiling archly at her as if saying “No, dear Ann, we cant help you on this, that’s not our task, you have to wait patiently”.
How long does she have to wait? Since the death of her mother all she did was waiting. First, waiting for the mom to be back until she realized that mom didn’t leave her though she also didn’t stay with her the way she wanted her to be. Since that day when her mom had to go to the best world everything changed, her father had work in the other city and Ann had to stay with the grandmother. She loved cozy sweet evenings with her, it felt great to know that you are loved and taken care of, but even then somehow Ann missed something. You can say it was the presence of the mother but not, at least not in the way you thought about it. Her mother was always with her, showing her love and comfort for this little angel. In a way that not everybody can understand, but Ann always knew her mother didn’t leave her, she just took another place from where she can have a better chance to look after her daughter and to lead her a way that she was supposed to go.
No, it was her father that the girl was missing. Staying at the closed window on this beautiful October night the girl seemed so lonely and unprotected, that it was no wonder that someone out there decided to help her a little bit. It started snowing. Have you ever seen the first snow? That’s the most amazing thing nature has gifted us. Lonely beautiful snowflakes, so cold and so warm at the same time. Whirling or falling slow down, they just ask you to take them into your hand or even try on your tongue. Ann hesitated. Should she open the window and try to catch one of them. It was still cold outside and she was afraid the cold wind might wake up the grandmother. But the desire was so big that she couldn’t stop herself.
She opened the window, and caught the snowflake. Little angel was curious to talk to the snowflake. “Where are you from?” – she asked. “I am from a very very far place where everything is possible”, - replied Snowflake. Ann even didn’t wonder that the snowflake was talking to her.
“How are you doing?”
“I am good, but what about you, you seem to have some troubles, sweet child”
“No, really I am not, it is just…”
“What?”
“I have a birthday tomorrow”
“I know”
“How?”
“I am a magical snowflake, you should have guesses”
“Magicaaaaaaaal??” – wondered the girl. – “And you can make the wishes true?”
“Yes, I can, is there anything I can do for you?”
The girl smiled and started already to tell about her innermost wish. “Can you..”
But the Snowflake said: “No, that’s the only thing we can do, but you know that she is always with you, don’t you?”
“Yes, I do, but it is not the same..”. The girl smiled sadly.
“I know, sweet, I know. But there where she is now she can take better care of you, she can see every step of you, every second of your life, and she is always there to protect and to comfort you. Choose another wish, Ann”
Ann was so sad that she even didn’t notice that the Snowflake knew her by name.
“Then.. then.. I want my dad be back, it is my birthday and I miss him so much and he cant come, it is all about the weather, his plane cant take off and he wont manage it to my birthday. But you are magical, aren’t you? You can do this, can you?” – with the voice full of hope begged the little angel.
“I will see what I can do, sweet”, answered the Snowflake. “All you have to do is just to close your eyes very tight and wish from all your heart”
“Wish with all your heart….” repeated the small kid.
“Will you remember this?”
“Yes, I will”
“And now let me go, I have to go my way”
“And what is your way?”
“I will melt when I come to the ground and then will come back the next year, and who knows, may be we will get to talk next year to each other. And now you know what you should do”
Ann let the Snowflake fall down and melt…
Bumms... the book flied down and hit the ground. The grandmother opened her eyes, looked at the bed and noticed the girl wasn’t in. She wondered but didn’t have time to think about it as the door bell rang. She went to open the door.

Early morning…Ann felt that someonepick her up. Still sleeping she asked, “Dad, is that you?” And she even didn’t have to open her eyes to make sure. She knew that the Snowflake didn’t lie to her. It made her wish come true.

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