Friday, July 13, 2007
So here i am again - happy as ever :)
And found out people keep visiting the blog even if this lazy silly girl isnt about to update ... HUH!! i know i have been lazy lately but have had tough time, now getting back to normal life!
Of course if you can call deadlines "NORMAL LIFE" :P But happily enough managed to meet all the deadlines i had to and can go on leave for 5 (!) - yes, really - 5!!! weeks!! Amazing, right? ;)
hope i get time to update blog more frequently, but for the first time in my last 3 years (thats for how long i used blogging) i dont want to share anything bad, though i have had a lot lately.. May be i am just growing up... FINALLY!! :P may be i learned to deal with it on my own .. or may be (and most probably) i finally have people arouund me who really care and show support not with only words but with their actions too :)
Life is an awesome thing, you never can know what would be better for you... sometimes when something bad happens you think it is the end of the world, and you won't survive but during the time it turns out that this bad event was only the engine for making better things happen... you cant see the light without shadows..it is all up to how you react to these shadows :) whether you let them suck you or whether you keep ignoring them smiling and making people around you happy, because they know that you are able to deal with whatever comes your way ...
We are as happy as we made our minds up to be... if you want to be happy you better be it... as it is not the question of coincidence or destiny.. HAPPINESS is the question of CHOICE.. once again i realised it and once again i am happy.
Happiness is just around the corner, but dont look around someone else's corner..... yours is the closest one... keep it close to yourself, feel good, feel happy!! :)
Monday, July 02, 2007
TOD: sometimes when one person is missing the whole world seems to be depopulated...
but what is the world when more than one person is missing?? thats like a hell...
thats me again, not blogging for quite a while already, really sorry about this...life has become crazy, am impossibly caught up with things and problems. Not that there are something serious, just quite a lot to deal with recently and things which i have to deal alone which doesnt make it any easier.
I mean it would be great to be able to share all this with friends but dont want to bother them with all this stuff and the only one person i would dare to bother is not available for quite some time already. Hope to get him back soon as it is really getting tooooooo long... nevermind this silly talk of mind, just i guess i am too tired and overexhausted working without any weekends.
The only good thing about it that i am going on leave soon and will get time to fix some personal problems too and time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep which i almost dont have these days :))
i guess thats the problem for all of us... whomever i ask what are the plans for the weekend people reply - SLEEP!! hehe...thats becoming way too predicatble ;)
Ohh.. thought to mention that my idea of indian geography is getting better since everyone i know is moving around it... so now i know way too many cities :D
i guess thats time to finish up for today since i am dead tired, workload is too much and i even dont have time to make small breaks for tea or just to call home to talk with my niece on phone (which is sooooooooooooo cute..... i mean talking to her :P) .. so going to take some rest now and promise to be back soon :)